Distance

Distance

I stepped out today, wanting to reach out to you
But realized in a matter of few pulses, you are not here!
Far as much as you may seem today,
I still wanted to keep you close to me
But a roar arose, and it dawned-there is a distance!!


Distance, of what I make no bones about
Console, is what I do to myself
Abhor, the fact that you’ll be taken ahead by your new life
And suppress, is what I do to my emotions


As I stand here today lifeless, well almost
I know I am stoned!!
Stoned with life’s decision of me
Or consumed by the sheer warmth of your heart?
That I still feel the same for you even today
Provides no respite to my urge of wanting to move ahead in time


Choose to throw me out of your way!
How I wish you would learn to hate me forever
Coz I know affections do no good to us
We are the mavericks wanting to get on with our separate paths
But what to do of their defiance,
That just does not let us go far far apart??