Just love...and nothing!!

Just love and nothing!!


The day is divine
And the breeze is scented
O good lord! Is this just ideal for a summer romance??
Somehow the heavens just seem to oblige
And voila!it started!!

I am on a joy ride
And I refuse to step off
Let me go through the exciting laps I insist
What if tomorrow never comes??

For all those who say love is bitter
Here’s an eye opener
Love never dies
It’s just the carrier that exports

He needs to know he is special!!
Why do you still fight your emotions I ask?
Let it take its own steam
And gulp down this potion of love

Alas! No guilt I allow you
Coz I am party to the lovely crime
And if at all you doubt your sanity
Come to me! I’ll capture you inside my heart!!

Flashback

Flashback


As I peel back the pages of my gone liaisons
And reflect on my formative years…
I see a face, a face that was my inspiration for a new sunrise each morning
A motivation to fight the world each day!!

As I curl up today, I wonder-what took you away from me??
I fail to understand what snapped the childhood ribbon…
Those dolls and lollipops that unwillingly I had to take to because of you
Well! Today they seem almost a distant dream

How I long for those giggles and innocent banters
The puerile appeal that almost clinched my young heart
The eyes that taught me how to see life as being beautiful
Well it’s all gone today! Coz the clock has ticked ahead!

The candy is left tasteless
The teddy bear seems dead!
Oh! Even if the pages wish to turn yellow
I’ll still make sure they turn Red!

Red! The color of your heart and mine
The emotion that first consumed us both, from the moment we recognized it!
The shadows still scream for your and my reunion!
Oh! Come and bring the liaison alive again, sketch a new sunrise for me again!

Distance

Distance

I stepped out today, wanting to reach out to you
But realized in a matter of few pulses, you are not here!
Far as much as you may seem today,
I still wanted to keep you close to me
But a roar arose, and it dawned-there is a distance!!


Distance, of what I make no bones about
Console, is what I do to myself
Abhor, the fact that you’ll be taken ahead by your new life
And suppress, is what I do to my emotions


As I stand here today lifeless, well almost
I know I am stoned!!
Stoned with life’s decision of me
Or consumed by the sheer warmth of your heart?
That I still feel the same for you even today
Provides no respite to my urge of wanting to move ahead in time


Choose to throw me out of your way!
How I wish you would learn to hate me forever
Coz I know affections do no good to us
We are the mavericks wanting to get on with our separate paths
But what to do of their defiance,
That just does not let us go far far apart??

My kingdom of love

My kingdom of love


The kingdom of love beckons me!
The chandeliers of affection tinkle over me
The cups of wisdom dangle over me
And; the birds of conscience flutter over me

Did I just get swept away by a sea wave of the enlightenment?
What is it that makes me value the prettiest things today, I wonder?
Suddenly God seems to sprinkle on my head the realization of a lifetime
Whatever I took for granted, today stands as my most precious treasure

But who’s complaining for all that has happened!
I know now, we all are just doers of his wishes
Fools that we are, don’t understand that it is just what are life urges and pines for
Mistaken shadows that loom! we think we are getting doomed!

Tales of doom!!
AH!How I wish we would learn the tricks of his game
He is not executing us on the stone
It is just a game of a different kind, the essence still being the same.

The essence that we all yearn for all our lives and do get it also
Is that of content and peace
But why is it that before every new step in our walk of life
We question ourselves, “ is it all worth the pain and grief? ”

You killed my soul today!

You killed my soul today!

Each time you have smeared my face with dismay,
A new hope has always sprung up!
Each time you have unleashed your cruelty on me;
A new grave for me has been dug up!
That’s because you killed my soul today!!

From where I see, everything is over!
Maybe someone up there loves me not
And whenever I had wished for some light to come my way
You have made sure that I got pain in retort!

They insist always keep the love going!
I ask…Oh! is this what love is??
I affirm, love is nothing but a curse
And if this is true, then tell me what hatred is!!

Maybe today I learnt to unlove
But no regrets for the times gone by
Ah! How I envy my destiny!
I wish I could do without the pain you chose to make mine!

Well! At least something I could call mine!
Even if it snatched my belief from the beauty of emotions
Agreed it was only heartache that came in my path
But god has today removed all doubt and commotion

Today I am sure nothing is beautiful
And yes! No matter what I do….
You will never look back again
But one plead to take your memories away from me,
Do not ever collide in this life again
That’s because you killed my soul today!!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today....

As my heart takes me back to your memories today…

As my heart takes me back to your memories today,
I sit up and smile…
I will cherish your actions and words each day
No matter even if the distance will one day be more than many a mile!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today,
I will always let your thoughts empower me!
When ever I will miss your heartbeat
I will make my heart take a dip in your memory sea!
And then you will be here with me.

As my heart takes me back to your memories today,
I say, Oh dear! What selfless effect you have on me
I jus sit by the bay and think about your charm
And if Almighty will make us meet one day,
I will simply run into your arm!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today
I just wonder if you would ever be able to hear me cry
But then a fear grips me,
What if I keep waiting for you?
And you never turn up making my tears go dry!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today
I just wish I could be a part of your joy!
I wish I could feel you come around me holding me tight,
And then I would sigh! Oh boy!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today,
I wish you achieve feat after feat
And the day you touch the pinnacle of success,
I would want this world to be at your feet!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today
I hope one day you would learn to love me!
And if it does not happen
Then I plead, just come and slit me!

As my heart takes me back to your memories today
I hope you and I, one day, fill our lives with color
And when the twain shall meet,
You would finally say, “Yes, I am your lover”.

When his heart met mine....

When his heart met mine…..

They say two wandering hearts always find each other
Agreed, we never were meant to be...
But I know, there never can be another!
Even if you choose to crush my love…

You were there and so was I,
The moment was as pious as it could get!
Even when not a single word was exchanged
I just knew that today our hearts had met!

And why just met?? They were on a feast!
They behaved as if their collision was a pretty one.
They were on their own trip; the concern for the outside world was least!!
And the union was an inevitable one.

How I wish I could tell you what you mean to me;
Maybe this day comes again, and maybe it does not!
Even though I can feel your soul inside me
Still a request somewhere screams, please forget me not!!

Your aura is like a dew-dipped rose kissing a paper,
Oh! You’re all that I ever wanted!
As I see you in your new look, I know you look dapper.
And then you walk down the corridor, almost into my heart.

They say one just knows when his heart meets his true mate.
So what if they’ve shared animosities too many…
The cupid will agree, it’s never too late.
You just need to extend the olive branch.

My heart tells me –you will come!
Even though the logic narrates a different tale!
I’ll say even if you hate me more and love me some…
Be sure of it, my affections will never go stale!!